Thursday, May 19th, 2005
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5:13 pm
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went to wildwood last weekend. stared at the ferris wheel for a good hour. it was fun. went to gayties nite last nite, actually had a blast. got drunk & danced. good times. i have a 1.93 grade point average which offically makes me a loser. my teacher fucked up my grade. seems like it happens every semester i hate BCC more and more every day. i have class all summer. christ, summer 2 i have class 4 times a week and i'm going to be living down at rowan and driving here for class so that's gonna suck. fuck bcc. next weekend is josh & rachel's prom that's precious. whylen woods. chsit time for class.
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Friday, April 1st, 2005
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5:00 pm
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Tuesday, December 7th, 2004
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10:32 am - riding in cars with boys
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well wednsday was my berfday. my mommom made the most bangin fillet dinner. with baked potatoes and lima beans and all the good meat eating shit that i love. i got some great presents too. money, an elf digital camera and dan got me the best presents in the world. what girl dosen't want diamonds, perfume, table hockey AND playdough? and it's tropical scented playdough to be exact. anyway went to gayties nite with dan and casey. we were only there for like a half hour. we were drunk as hell tho. danced my ass off then we took casey home. definatley a good birthday. friday nite dan and i went to dinner then down the shore then the next nite josh and rachel came down. it was definately the best birthday i've ever had. on top of that school's done in a week. thank god. speaking of wich i have to leave for class now. it's raining which sucks. i'd rather there be snow then freezing cold rain.
current mood: groggy
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Sunday, November 28th, 2004
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1:50 pm - don't tell me i don't know the game
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what a weekend. drama crazy ass drama. but, friday nite dan and i went down the shore. it was fun. got really crunked then slept all day yesterday. now i gotta go clean my car and prolly make a trip to target because it's the best store in the world. tbs tonite. can't fuckin wait.
current mood: happy current music: tbs
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Tuesday, November 23rd, 2004
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1:44 pm - last week of being a teenager
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sunday nite went to hawthorne heights bno and a static lullaby. thank god it was better then the troc. it was such a long show. i had fun. this sunday is tbs i can't fuckin wait. it's really gonna be a great show. dan and i booked our vacation to jamaica. it's gonna be sweet. now, i just need to get a job. i wish i just had money handed to me. but i guess everyone does. thrusday is turkey day then i'm goin down the shore for mah birthday! wich isn't till next week but this is just a preview to the remix. the real whylen will be in nyc. schools almost done too. thank god i'm really getting bored with it. i've decided i'm going to do psych work in africa. i'm going to work with the children's orphanages. there's so many children that don't have anything because their parents died of aids. so that's going to be my work study for my masters. i might not be able to do much but those kids need somthing. anywho everyone have a safe thanksgiving.
current mood: tired current music: gym class heros
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Monday, November 15th, 2004
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7:33 pm - big baby jesus- may he rest in peace
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so the play ended on a very good note. i became really good friends with cat and nora. i love those girls. i'm gonna miss kyle and patrick and nick and jared and bobby- mah naughty nazi and everyone but the next play will start up next semester so that's all good. and i'll definately still hang out with nora and cat. the cast party started out pretty shitty. most of us were blazed but then the parents left and gave us a fridge full of beer and then things got funny. it's really funny seeing people that don't drink down two beers then be falling over. well maybe it's not funny to everyone but it's funny to me. i learned alot from all of them and the expeirence in itself. and i had to dye my hair black for the part, but now my blonde roots are showing so bad and i think it looks pretty funny. with my hair down i really look like an emo boy. stupid hair cut. anywho my birthday is in two mothafuckin weeks!!!!!!!!!! 15 days left of being a teenager. and 380 days till i'm 21. christ. well off to go play halo 2 and get crunked. good times.
to my tdoaf crew and cast always remember: ASS AND TITTIES ASS ASS AND TITTIES ASS ASS TITTIES TITTIES ASS AND TITTIES!
current mood: calm current music: my chemical romance
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Friday, November 12th, 2004
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1:31 pm - i'm watching montel
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i'm really sick. which sucks because it's another nite of the play and i can't even talk. i didn't go to any of my classes either today. i don't want to move, and i can't use my voice so that way hopefully tonite it won't be so bad. tink is like a baby. she wakes me up at 630 in the morning so that i feed her. little bitch. the play went really good last nite. hoepfully tonite it will be good too. i want dan,soup, and summer. i feel like shiiiiiit.
current mood: sick current music: the agony scene
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Thursday, November 11th, 2004
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10:18 am - what's new pussy cat whoooa whoa whooooaaa
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josh brought home a kitten yesterday. he named her palmae or however you spell it but i was callin her pal. of course my mom said that if we keep it then she names it. so she named it tinkerbell. but i call her tink. she's so cute she looks like a wombat. her head is so big and she has big blue eys. she slept in my bed curled up next to me. THANK YOU RACHEL!!! i love my kitty. tonight is the play. i'm so nervouse. i can't wait to just do it. yesterday a holocaust survivor that was friends of the Frank's and the van Daan's came to see us. she siad we were incredible. which is such an honor to know that i'm playing a real person and that we all portray these people well. k homework then class.
current mood: happy current music: from first to last
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Monday, October 25th, 2004
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3:47 pm - good eye sniper
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haven't updated in a while so hello lj people. i went to homecoming with drew josh and rachel saturday nite. i think i had more fun at this one then when i was actually in highschool. i was drunk off my ass and kept having to hide from past teachers. left early and picked up lauren. after original plans fell thru i went to my old (two week long) ex boyfriends house greg. i knew i'd feel weird there b/c there were a few people i hadn't seen in years. to make a long story short. dan and greg "fought" sike no they didn't but that's what everyone thinks. it was stupid. greg definatley wasn't himself. then some slut kept sticking her ass near dan. boo that. i hate when people are disrespectful. i mean seirously if you see somone who obvioulsy is with their boyfriend or girlfriend don't be a dick. don't be a slut either. they're obviously with that person b/c they want to be. and ps. if your an ex of somone don't talk shit about their new relationship. that's corny. there's a reason they're not with you anymore. ANYWHO 6 months on wednesday.... fuck yeah. halloween greenday and mischief night all this weekend. then two weeks till the play. i'm excited. ok that is all.
current mood: content current music: lindsay lohen
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Wednesday, September 29th, 2004
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2:07 pm - do it
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so went to washington dc this weekend with my mom and lauren. our hotel was haunted and stgriat outta the shining. i swear. it was huge and when you'd walk down the hallway some spots would be cold and you felt like you were walking sideways. the elevator was like the tower of terror ride in disney. crazy. so lauren and i decided to walk around the town and smoke we found some really cool houses and this weird college town that was full of bars and clubs... every type of club you could think of was right next to another one. it was weird b/c thanks to bcc i'm not used to what real school would be like. so trying to find somwhere i want to apply to. it's not going to be untill next fall tho because i'm trying to get a state job and make a real income and have real sick days and real vacations. i hate prospectors. i would rather be a diswasher somewhere in china town. i haaaaaaaate prospectors. anyway i'm writing my philosophy speech and paper on rastifarianism and bob marley. so im doing all my research now and later on dan is gonna help me with putting it all together. it's harder than i thought it would be conisdering i'm white and i'm talking about mah black people and their creeds. but it is all really interesting. i want to go to california.
current mood: lethargic current music: the postal service
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Monday, September 20th, 2004
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11:14 am - bang bang i shot you down
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so school's been going ok i guess. i'm in the play at bcc. it's the diary of Anne Frank. i play mrs. van daan. the wife of the other family that lives in the attic. everyone should come and see it. it's going to be really good. besides that life has been pretty decent. saturday nite was my girl mandy's 21'st birthday. her party was at the downtown bar at you guessed it downtown florence. and that's rite i brought dan with me. he was the only white guy there till aj showed up for a minute. it was an expeirence but i really did have fun. i know dan felt kinda funny but hey we were gettin crunked and dancin. there was almost a fight too which i got a little too excited about. anyway it was really fun hanging out with my old girls. i haven't gotten to see them all too much since i moved but i'm going to make a p9oint to hang out with them more often. well anyway i'm gonna be late to class again. bcc fuck you and ur parking lots!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
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8:46 pm - september never stays this cold
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sunday nite i went camping. what the hell. it had some good moments but i cried when i got on the boat. i cried when the tent fell on me. i don't think anyone will be bringing me camping for a long time. monday went to pauls and got completely wasted. it was fun. tuesday i started ballet and jazz class. my body is killing me. tonite dan lauren casey and i are going to 80's nite. it should be fun untill we all have to wake up tomarrow. anyway i hope schools goin well for everyone. get yo learn on.
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Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
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5:19 pm - ohhhh back to school back two school
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started classes today. psychology this mornin, it was horrible. i haven't had a psych class during the day yet untill now. usually i took them at night or on the weekends so it was with an older crowed of student. now i'm with kids my age wich in all honesty sucks. no one has any decent conversations. everyone keeps talking the whole class which annoys me i'm the only one in there that is a psych major so i need to take the class, i also like to learn about this shit and i'd rather not listen to people talk about stupid stuff behind me. and of course there's "that guy" in the class. he would not shut up talking about how much more educated he is because he went to catholic school instead of public. bet he got molested. then everyone was laughing at a retarted girl in the class and i got so pissed off. i give her credit for going to college and dealing with all the assholes. tonite i'm going to philosophy which should be fun, four hour class tho. but it should be quite interesting and give me somthing to talk about later tonite over some beer and blunts. other than that all is well. now i wish summer didn't go by so fast. i wish dan and i went somewhere cool but we were broke all summer oh well got to see some pretty good shows and hang out with good friends and get drunk alot. well off to class everyone else who jsut started school... GOOOOOD LUCK! stay safe, stay sober, use condoms.
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Monday, August 16th, 2004
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12:20 pm - it's been a while
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hum so i'm officialy bored with summer. which i'm going to regret saying when there's snow on the ground but whatever. in the beginning of summer i was broke and jobless i could spend alot of time doing nothing. like going to the beach and laying out and reading, now i just work all the damn time. which is good so i can pay for shit like new clothes and gas and cigarettes and what not but other than that i kinda wanna start school. i wanna have one last summer party tho. and i'd like to go away with dan for one more weekend but i work all the time. anyway goin to coheed and my chemical romance on friday! wooo! excited about that, and it's free tix what more could i ask for. anyway i wanna go to the beach again b4 it's gets cold. you know what's gonna suck about the winter.. well everynight practicaly we find some place to drink outside and it's kinda fun because usually it involves running from the cops or hiding from the cops and it's like a challange to find a new spot to drink. but then again once school starts drinking every nite will prolly end. or not. so who's goin to bcc?
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Monday, August 2nd, 2004
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12:05 pm - she's the only one who knows what it is to burn
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i shroomed! yes that's rite jena lukis with the mind of a 5 year old child took a drug which induces the child in us all. it was crazy. we only had two eighths on 5 people which sucked. but we made tea with it then ate the rest. lauren and i tripped face. everything was a journey to me. even going from one room to the next. christ. anyway we went to see finch last nite. it was ok. not as rockin as i'd expected but still a good time. and i did rock, just not hard. my crib has been gone since friday and it's great. and my new job is going really well. hopefully i can keep it. alot of shitty stuff happened too, in the past 2 weeks two of my close friends dad's passed away. and it sucks when there's good things going on in your life the same time there's bad things. i guess you just gotta deal with it. even tho it sucks. well, that's life. what can i say.
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Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
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10:28 pm - i'm outside of your window, with my radio
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bleh. my computer has some stupid virus. i don't know anything about computers therefore i can't fix it. i got a new job, again. i'm a job slut and i don't care. i work at prospectors now. it seems ok. anyhow there's not much more to say. gonna get drunk tonite, much like any other nite. that is all. ohhhhh yeah and if anyone knows anyone or anywhere to get GOOD fake id's puuuhleeze let me know. i'm gonna be going to cali and i'd like to go as a "21" year old. thank ya kindly.
current music: hawthorne heights
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Tuesday, June 29th, 2004
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12:28 pm - if we go down we go down together
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so mel said that dan and i are trailor park trash and always will be. so we have decided, since she knows all, that we will get one of them really cool silver old trailors throw some wallmart spinners on it add a few pink plastic flamingos and we'll live like kings. seriously tho this past week has been drama. to me it's funny, to long and to corny of a story to talk about but apprently only trashy flo-hoes fist fight according to mel. we'll don't tell me your going to slit my throat and beat my ass and expect me not to do anything. oh well she's a little bitch. she says were all losers and she'll be happy one day on top looking down and laughing at us all. well, my thoughts on it are treat others as you wanna be treated i was raised on that concept, and apprently she wasn't. you can't turn psycho on all your friends. and then tell people how much prettier and smarter you are. thats just bullshit b/c when you talk like that your an ugly person on the inside. if that's corny i don't care. self centered assholes are not pretty or smart they are going to be on top b/c they claw and cheat to get their way there but it will be very lonely. and i'd rather be in a trailor park and be in love and be happy and be with all my friends then all alone and psycho. but don't think that i'm not going to work my ass off to get somewhere one day and i won't stop till i get where i want, so in my back yard of my big ass mansion, there will be a trailor and all are welcome to come party. anywho last nite was fun, we just sat outside and got trashed. that's why i love the summer, you can do that sorta thing. then i went home with dan's drunk ass. we were wasted. good times. alrite to the beach!
current mood: amused current music: deathcab
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Sunday, June 27th, 2004
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10:54 pm - we're talking about our lives like we've known eachother forever
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emmm k. well crazy shit happend all week. friday nite we all rolled and it was fuckin great saturday morning some crazy bitch caused a ruckus. the week had it's really boring points and some whylen moments. mel went nuts. kicked her out. dan surprised me and showed up one nite which was so fun b/c paw and drew and josh were there and we were all trashed. friday nite dan and i went to thrice and dashboard and i almost faught a mom. dan is great he always takes care of my drunk violent ass. then we stole casey, litteraly. had to sneak him down the shore. dan casey and anferny went exploring and broke all these new windows in this unfinished hotel type thingy that's down the street. then we woke up to drama once again. and tonite i ended it, i think. anyway that was my vacation. i think i need a vacation from that one. christ. i guess all in all besides the stupid shit i had a lot of fun. and last nite dan sang to me, grrreeeat. and i'm done.
current mood: satisfied current music: underoath
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Friday, June 18th, 2004
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2:55 pm - i need the smell of summer i need it's noises in my ear
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last nite i went to the phillies game. let me just say, it was a good time. and i realized i am the worlds worst drunk talker. you get me drinkin and i don't shut up. i'm like that with many intoxicating substances. i think i'm just like that with life in general. ANYWAY soon as i stop being lazy, were off to the shore. a week of whylen. or somnthing like that. well atleast i'll be drunk. whylenwoods here i come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood: energetic current music: don't look down
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Tuesday, June 15th, 2004
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3:39 pm - why the rubberband man?
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